I have never ever,
feel this way before.
I was never hurt so badly before.
It's okay.
I am fine.
You,
yes you !
You,
left a really deep scar,
on me.
The wound,
is not going to heal,
or takes a really long time,
close to forever to heal.
Good that now,
you are living happily,
perfectly fine,
more carefree,
more freedom,
more fun and laughter,
just whatever.
Hais,
nothing else i can use to describe.
Last night,
I didn't delete your number,
i couldn't bare to.
But i guess you did.
It's okay.
i soon,
would be pretty much fine.
I don't know if you will be reading this,
or will even come back to my blog.
I cannot care more,
and,
i cannot care less.
So for now,
i couldn't care at all.
So it's my last goodbye i guess.
Guess no one knows what happen,
or how i feel right now.
Nobody will know how much it hurts as well.
Well,
i believe it now,
it's all true.
Those word that i choose not to believe before.
But now,
i strongly agree with it,
that guys just couldn't be trusted no matter what.
Everything speaks,
using action,
not words.
Now is the time to realise my mistake,
and start all over again.
Hope that,
days ahead of you,
goes smoothly all the way.

P.S, sorry guys for the M.I.A . I sorted many things out during this few days.
I guess, it's time for me to come back. Do you guys miss me? Hehe.
Sorry for making all my wonderful friends worried and everything.
It pains me seeing you guys so worried for me you know? But i was helpless at that
point of time too. Nothing i do seems to be right. But i guess time to start everything all
over again. No point thinking so much yeah? Those tears shed wasn't worth it too,
and it's was after so many years that i first cried so long. I was hurt deeply,
very first time i cried because i was sad. I don't ever want this to repeat ever again.
It's just too much for a strong girl to take. Now, heading to ang mo kio.